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disinherited

posted by [personal profile] ctseawa at 04:42pm on 06/08/2008
It's official. Email from mother this morning. The 3.9 acre lot in Baker is mine. It's also all I'm getting, they're cutting me off after this - no further contact will be attempted, I'm out of the trust, etc. I haven't spoken to them in over a year, I don't really want anything more. So why am I so sad now?
Mood:: 'sad' sad
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posted by [personal profile] jss at 12:01am on 07/08/2008
Because despite it being what you [think, say] you want, it's nevertheless an ending, and even if there was no conscious hope for improvement in the relationship there may still have been subconscious hopes... which now are dashed.

[Hugs].
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posted by [identity profile] ctseawa.livejournal.com at 01:01am on 07/08/2008
You're probably right.

That, and the confirmation that I'm pretty much going to be alone the rest of my life.
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posted by [personal profile] jss at 01:09am on 07/08/2008
:(
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posted by [identity profile] wnl256.livejournal.com at 07:51pm on 07/08/2008
I understand what you mean, but always remember you are not alone!
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posted by [identity profile] ctseawa.livejournal.com at 08:08pm on 07/08/2008
Thanks, I appreciate that.
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because you're human, my friend....

posted by [identity profile] kayatkattara.livejournal.com at 12:58am on 07/08/2008
and it's more than okay to feel sorrow when people don't understand you (have they ever really understood you?) and don't even bother to make the effort to keep trying. You're worth more than that. Hey, many times I don't understand you, but I never stop trying to figure you out! That's called friendship!

Welcome to the ranks of the orphans, literal and metaphoric. We have to look out for each other.
Hugs and warm thoughts of comfort.
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Re: because you're human, my friend....

posted by [identity profile] ctseawa.livejournal.com at 01:01am on 07/08/2008
Hey, many times I don't understand you, but I never stop trying

Thanks, I appreciate your attempts :)
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posted by [identity profile] xeger.livejournal.com at 01:07am on 07/08/2008
A door closes -- a door opens.
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posted by [identity profile] adrinna.livejournal.com at 01:19am on 07/08/2008
*hug*

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posted by [identity profile] mrrules.livejournal.com at 01:55am on 07/08/2008
Of course you feel sad. Put on some Rachmaninov and enjoy it. The good news is that while the relationship was still open-ended, you couldn't move on. Now that it's officially at an end, you can grieve and then leave it behind.

Take care. See you soon. *hug*
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posted by [identity profile] aryanhwy.livejournal.com at 06:47am on 07/08/2008
Ugh. And they didn't even bother to call, just an email. How...insulting.

*Hugs*.
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posted by [identity profile] beckyb.livejournal.com at 02:56am on 08/08/2008
Well, you do have a family of people you have chosen. You are always welcome in my home, for example, and I know in many others.
And, of course, your feelings are valid and normal and expected and will fade with time.
Peace to you friend.
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posted by [identity profile] scourgeotheseas.livejournal.com at 04:14am on 08/08/2008
*Huglets* You are always part of my tribe. :)
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